More cynic after first time experience?

disagree. to the extent of your preparedness to enter into such a complex relationship.if you learned what to really expect, and you and your partner plan the event, not just jump in bed. cynisism will not occur, you dont suddenly become mature. life experience and learning lessons from them, make you mature. the more you experience the more mature you become. whether at 14 or 24, if you dont plan, you will fail.